something is...

C.

... bothering me.... But I do know what it is.

After the little thoughts on the BBQ last night while watching teebee and probably the reason to why no conclusion surfaced, had a conclusion this morning though. For the sake of some reason, I have to give it a go.

But wondered why do I face reluctance and uneasiness on... not the outcome nor the decision...

That is why, something is bothering me, but I do not know what it is.
Yet, I just want to get out of it.

Oh ya, I promised the Eggy Story? So..

It happened when I was vexing over something that I should have let go long time ago. So my wonderful girlfriend said she understands the eggy situation I was in. She said.. Egg white and egg yolk mix together, very hard to seperate, means M.E.S.S.Y.. So I came up with..

Egg Equation: Egg white + Egg Yolk = Messy
(hard to seperate)

And then reaslised, she was just trying to joke, trying hard to make me laugh. But then... I didnt laugh and in fact, subconciously, we have been describing 'Messy' as 'In-the-Egg-Situation'.

And because I didnt know what I was being bothered about, hence, my MSN nick shows... "Where is THE egg?" I do not know who is the White and who is the Yolk.
It's just bothersome!

And this funny woman, sent me a webby that shows.. The facial expressions of women! Very interesting!! Take a good laugh!

.. and then take heart. The men's are much easier....

Craps but how true!!

AND..!! Been thinking toooooo much that is causing fatigue. More and more people of my age are getting married! Mom and him said the same thing, had I not been into diving, I should be now not-in-town with my husband and baby.. *ouch!* I start to wonder... Am I now ready or not, for relationship?

SO..!! Yep, I'd better put on my running shoes and start my healthy lifestyle from next Monday onwards, provided if I didnt get too much aches for Sunday Sailing.

One more week to..................... NO SMOKING.