Just want to erase everything

What is rude?
Rude is when.........

- someone is asking a casual simple yes-no question and YOU don't answer even when asked thrice
- someone is talking calmly and seriously, YOU are "screaming and yelling"
- someone is talking halfway and YOU disappeared

What is unfair and being insensitive to other's feelings?
It is when.......

- someone continuously tried to help the situation but YOU are just doing the opposite
- someone already said 'it matters' and YOU kept saying its a non-issue to you
- someone already said it's YOUR tonality but YOU instead push the blame to others

.......... and all it takes to solve the issue is by YOU just have to t.a.l.k.. (and not bark)

So I blew my top with the F*CKs. YOU called me being disrespectful doesn't matter anymore, because in the first place, YOU haven't even respected YOUR partner's feelings.

So much tolerance just because I wanted to solve the issue and progress, but based on the above, I don't know if this is worth anymore.