Third Party

Seriously, I feel like I'm a third party. Twice.

I wonder why do I have to meet a great guy and thought he's really part of my life, and then realise it almost seems like he's easily moved and falls in love with anyone easily.

So, everything happened NOT because it's ME.

He can attempted to buy a flat and then tries to complete the process with me because it didn't happen with the former lady.

Wait, then now it makes me wonder am I the third party or the substitute? Shiet, got me confused. Urgh.

Oh well... I never ever have any better luck, do I?

It's all back to me, myself and I again.