Friday, February 4, 2011

He has chosen his path.

So much for the empty talk of leading a life together... and he never meant it.

Everything has changed, within a short period of time, actually.

So now, he has his own plans with only he himself inside. Congratulations to him for finding that direction. Since the choice has been made up, we will move towards it.

My heart stopped for a moment when reading it. I couldn't believe actually. But then again, it's probably a sooner or later thing. I knew this was coming ever since the third person was in this together.

I need to be rationale. :) I held back my tears. Thought back why I 'sacrificed' my best friend, because I had much confidence in the entire thing. Now I fell hard.

I need to be rationale. If I don't belong in that heart, I will move on. After so many fights, I still dont know the truth. One moment she wasn't good. One moment she's not compatible. Now, she's actually not bad. What does not bad means? I have no freaking idea. I'm so tired of guessing.

I need to be rationale and see the big picture. If he doesn't share things with me now, he will not in the future as well. And not that he has chosen to move on singly, I should be rational enough to accept it.

Till today, I don't know why it will be so hard for him to share with me. Like I'm totally transparent and insignificant to him.

Anyway, I hope from now onwards, no one will come and ask me whatsup with the relationship anymore. I made it clear. He has chosen his path, of walking alone.

And I'm sure, few of you reading this, will be gloating happily. Go ahead. I lost my heart.

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