回来了，想来想去

After a long 10days trip alone out there, I am finally home settling down. Cleaned and kept my things in order, except cleaing the camera housing actually...

During my stay there, I didn't think much of anything. Everyday was planning what to do for the day and the day after. And when night came, it was only poker and yawnings and then just too tired to think of anything else.

I guessed I left Singapore without my troubles in my luggage.

Hence, back to Singapore, my troubles seemed to have piled up a little higher.

When I thought we could figure a way to compromise and all, I have to find out I have problems living together with pessimistic people. I can only help that much to keep a person happy. But if the person's mind is only filled with negative thoughts, I cannot do much. Because the more I try to do, the more irritated I got.

But I invited him to drinks when I was back anyway. We didn't talk much, which was pretty much expected. Even on the way back home, he didn't share much about his life while I was away for that 10days. In fact, I was pretty surprised he took leave from work again and all... Why he cannot, be strong?

This didn't lead to another problem, it was probably just an add-on.

My existing problem with someone else was taxing enough. All the nice BBQ food, shoppings, movie nights, Ben & Jerrys were turned history overnight. He ignored me completely ever since he thinks I have got a problem. That is more than one month ago already.

Seeing his clubbing photos and with other women intimately just make me awake. Why do I still ever think of him?

But on a good note, Babe and I are having drinking nights again. It really feels good having her back. I love her so.

Oh well, watch out for this space for my 10 days journey! hehe*