curling up

I thought the face-to-face apology I made on Monday would have taken its positive effect since. But I was wrong, in fact, hurt.

Hurt at the fact my goodwill intentions for someone I cared and felt for, became his complaint as he sees it differently. I was really upset the fact I trusted and he misunderstood the entire event.

My help offered became a total disaster, which of course, led to a string of tiring fights, which jeopardised alot of things. I really dont like quarrels.

Now, I can only curl up in tears and wish tomorrow would be a better day.
I do not wish to think.