I must be steady!

c.

I dropped tears while I was having my lunch yesterday at work in the showroom pantry. OMG!

Feeling the injustice at work. Dont know why I worked hard and was still being complained not good enough. The thing is, the things I was doing were all what the rest failed to do in the past, I was only there to help.

Tonnes of database, that nearly made me go mad. Each brand has many different types of database, does it actually makes sense at all? I dont know. There is no inter-link, so meaning I am doing double job each time the bosses throw database to me. I wasnt complaining till one of them started voicing out saying I dumped his things aside. I didnt know there's a deadline and I didnt know how urgent it was, obviously I worked on things I thought was more important than those freaking database, surveys, reports! And he brought up the fact during the interview with me, I was already told I have to do all these! I felt so insulted, saying I am inefficient?!!!!

Yes, I miss my previous boss. It is really hard to find bosses who have same working attitudes. I nearly threw my resignation letter, but I controlled. I dont think I would be easily defeated. *breathes...............* Urgh. I cannot because of one tree, forgo the entire forest.

I want to thank all my Ford sales people for being there when I need them. I love them all, yes I do. I treat them lunch! Haha. How rare.