the LAST DAY

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Finally.... the last 15mins of the last day.

Was seriously rather depressed. Afterall, I got a little used to leading a carefree life for the past 9 weeks. Since when I get to have kopi session during weekday afternoons?

But then again, these 9 weeks of no-income is rather killing. School fees loan, insurance/investments, parents' allowances, bills, my own expenses which of course includes my recent dive trip, etc. I am very surprised I survived! So now i left 4 more weeks of no income till my first pay. I am really trying hard to cut down on drinking sessions and cab takings, really.

The one and only thing I will miss badly when I start work, would be.. H.O.M.E.. Yup, most of you might not know, I'm a very homely girl. I enjoy spending time at home, watching TV, reading magazines, even just taking a bath. I miss home cooked food. I miss baby (whom most likely I wont see anymore from next Mon onwards). I miss my DELL. So many more!

On a brighter note, it is a NEW start. Higher pay, new colleagues, better prospects. I believe it will be the getting-to-know-one-another week next week. Yes, I hate the journey and long travel time to office and back home, but I am optimistic I will get used to it in no time. Provided I wont be hooked to get around in cabs. Ha. Oh! And I have to dress up slightly more now. Boo.

I am also guilty for not working out hard enough during these 9 weeks. Didnt swim nor gym as I thought I would before I quit my previous job. Oops.

It has been a long 1.5years since I last had a long and stable relationship. This thought just suddenly dawned upon me. I am still moving on. But the more I do, the more I love myself and the more I cant love another. I chose to believe, everything's fated.

I didnt accomplish anything much for today except I spent my maximum time with Baby boy.

Contemplating if I should go for manicure and pedicure to have a fresh start on Monday.. Hmm... Maybe I do it in JB...? :p