it's pretty tough..

f.

..Tough to plan a 7days trip when I have to put their (not even mine) relationships in consideration.

Gone were the days where I used to travel so freely, no worries about partner finding it would be boring just with me, no worries about partner would need babes on the trips or would thought of asking others along.

And now that I have to take so many factors into consideration, I really wonder if I should even carry on at the stake of my own trip? What if after I give up my slot to them and I cant find other slots to elsewhere? So many what ifs...

I should have known this is going to be tough. I should have known this would be the outcome. I should have known THEY travel TOGETHER. Is it really so boring to travel with me??!!! URGH!!

I was wrong to think this would be a hassle-free trip.

I dont want to be bothered for now.
Whatever they want.
I still look forward to enjoy my CNY.

I just want to hide.
Pretty upset. Why am I always the giver?

After all the plannings, I'm not looking forward to anymore.