seeeekish

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Sick Sick Sick.
Today fine but can feel body pretty weak still. Came to work anyway.

Yesterday left office at 2pm+. Very cold and weak then. Sigh
Then I reached home, sleep.
Wake up for dinner, then sleep.
Wake up for TV, then sleep.
Then really sleep till this morning.

Reminded of the days when I'm so sick, they would come visit me while I'm asleep and it's a very sweet gesture, I thought. But usually I was so sick I couldnt entertain them. I couldnt even remember what time they came and left. Mom told me they came. :) The thought of it, is sweet enough, to simply ask "are you alright, dear?" Well, it's the extra effort they put in that touches my heart. To travel all the way down.

Now? Chey, dont think anyone would feel upset or worried when I'm sick. I'm just all alone.
But at least papa still care. Heh ^^ But oh well.... All's over, so wake up and face the reality. Be it, I'm sick or hungry or tired or troubled or upset, no one will be here for me.

Just have to remind myself, the good days are over. Boo