Past or Future?

F.

Been a lil' moody yesterday and abit today~

When I know it's V again, I do not know if I should cry or laugh. I was being defeated (again). Finally proven to me, what I accused months ago, is correct. It proved his denial, a denial. Why V? Why? What games are they actually playing that got me involved in the play?

Are things really happier this way? Had I not been good enough? Why V?
Why could I never beat V?

One big circle and back to V, again.

Why should I even look back?
Future vs Past.
My future is bright enough now. That was just freaking betrayal past.

Hey, though your choice is V again, I shouldnt feel anything, because, it is "a.g.a.i.n.". I heard this right into my ears thrice, now I heard it again, fourth time.