"nympho"

So many things happened recently.

First came the news of Ng-Ang break up.. :( Probably everyone already foresee this including themselves.. But when it actually happened, it still pain us all, including themselves as well.. I heart. May them recover soon... Sigh

Then came complications for Bali trip. To the extend I broke down last night, asking myself is this what I want to see for this trip?

Before any concrete decision is made, I decided to take a day off today to rest my mind and think through what I want. I refused to talk it out last night. I switched off my phone when it rang halfway (i'm sorry), off my pc and head straight to bed.

Best of all, I came to realise who were my closest friends.. People who know who I am and who know how am I like. They do not say what I want to hear, but they give their honest opinions and lecture me if there is a need (usually there is).

Then came Forum where I was being called "nympho". I asked for explaination how does this term link to backing out not giving reasons and how to justify his reason why he called me that which he gave, "giving u all the attention u wan", but he skipped away. And say "we are responsible for whatever we post". *bling bling* ??

And suay enough when so heng my friends came browsing (not even commenting lor) the thread, they assumed I called backups.. and say "its is for all to participate; in future who ever makes accusations better justify....and not make irresponsible sweeping statements". It got me totally confused whose his message was actually aimed at.

Same like the last Email issue, names of innocent parties were being brought up and came asking me WHY? Aiya.. How I know? It's not as if I was the one to mention. But as usual, smarter than me, none joined the political war.

And I think whoever wants to know why Eve is feeling this way or that way, should ask Eve directly and not assuming Eve is close to who at that moment point of time and ask those people. Stop jumping to assumptions and conclusions!

"still wan to ask here ask there"
Can someone tell me its forbidden to ask a question in Emails and in Forums? And if they read my question, why wouldnt they have the courtesy to reply, instead, assuming I'm a dumbass asking needless-to-ask question? Where this answer is actually urgent to me.
Dont want to confirm is different from CAN'T confirm. I have to work and not monitor the status through forum 24/7 like them, same goes to my buddy whom I intend to bring along.

"need to wear glasses or not? got nothing to do with whether goose (a fren in forum) going or not wad"
Yeah... To think I was being kind, not wanting to eat up his slot cos no one DIRECTLY confirmed he isnt going, instead, wtf give me PMs telling me he wants to go then post say opened to me? huh?!
I think I'm glad I made up my mind not to go.