sensation

....

A sudden sensation...
So strong...
So irresistible...
So determined....
So wild...
So the-usual-me.

What?

Hell yeah, I cut my own hair (fringe) again! *giggles* I know I am not any trained hairdresser, but least I can create the fringe I want what! Heh^^ But my mummy insists she couldn't spot any difference... She must be kidding, so much hair gone lor!!

And then this....

Should I add you back?
Should I not add you back?
Regardless I add you back or not, I guess probably it wouldn't matter to you, because you ain't talking to me anyway. And even if we talk, sometimes we ended up in fights (no idea why though).
Besides, it sets me into sometimes-depression sometimes-misleading-short-lived-joy to know what-are-you-doing. Best of all, my wild imagination and those farking-unavoidable-assumptions most of the time made it worse.

For once I thought my smell (and/or me) was being missed.. Then realised, it's just another of my farking-unavoidable-assumption that does not hold any drops of reality.