i need to RanT

F.

Somewhat or rather, my heart and soul and mind are unimaginably infested with the thoughts of HIM (and prolly her).

Yes I guessed I haven't TRY to get over it, I subconsciously ran away from it, and happily thought it's solved. And because of this, I'm actually repetitively facing it again and again like it just started.

You guys know what? I want to be at my peak again, SOON. I want to lead a fulfilling life once again. "The Secrets Law of Life - Law of Attraction" I do not want to spend another second mopping over the existence of betrayals in my life and yearning for the thing I know I will never get.

I will not know what he wants or what he feels. But fine.
..................... because, I'm really drained out.