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F.

Early morning... Crashed.

Verge on breaking down, not the crying type but the mental type.

So many things on my mind at a time. My brain and heart overworked. I failed to act sensibly this morning till JN calmed me down and step by step guided me.. Thanks.

Everything is relatviely easy to handle except for human-human relationships.

I know I was being unreasonable, I am not in his life anymore but I still.....
Urgh.
He seems happy, why he deny so? To gain my sympathy or?
Nevermind. Yes, I need to get a grip and stop messing his life.

And work has been stressful.. Too many things to handle. Prolly cos I just came back to office after more than a week not in office? Documents are piled up like nobody's biz! Made numerous trips to the factory for checkings and reports. Sigh.

yes yes.. Take things easy. I know.