What's on my mind right now?

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Okway... I do not have much chance to blog from office from now... This is finally my last week in this company.

I can feel the blues finally setting in after much rantings for the past many months. There wasnt fear about unable to find new job. It was much more of sadness to think of leaving this place. A learning place, a stepping stone.

I remembered I got into this company even before I graduated. I slogged in office during my first year here with my final year project. I studied my driving during office hours, done my dissertation in the office. Much of the things I did was during my stay here.

Colleagues werent that warmly and it was a female working environment. Much as they liked to push responsibilities but I guess I was strong enough not to get bullied. Probably because I was much fiercer than any of them. I gained much respect from my fellow men. The achievement of being acknowledged despite I am the youngest in the whole office. Everytime I went to the factory, the workers would greet me and offer help. Seriously, this is not easy to achieve for my company. I felt respected. And I know, this is what I gained by myself.

I came in 1hr late for work everyday for almost about 1.5yrs already. I glued to the PC screen from 9am-6pm, surfing forums, chatting online, checking mails. I regret I didnt hog on the phone as well. Ha. I munched on the pantry biscuits for hours each day, despite I think Khongguan makes unhealthy biscuits, oops! I nagged at my boss as if I am the boss, pressing her to get things done by a certain time.

Its pretty unbelievable i might be even feeling sad since I planned my departure like 1.5yrs ago! But hey. I got emotions mah... Boo...

Minimal transport fees, free lunch, unlimited internet access, private smoking room with director chair, free parking with private parking space somemore, etc. So the list goes on. Most of all, UNLIMITED BISCUITS SUPPLY. Hahaha...

Ok, let's see if tomorrow i would think of other thing other than sad. Hmm....