Bothering or not?

B.

I have been mentally drained... T.o.t.a.l.l.y..
So much so, I actually overslept this morning for work.
It isn't that I couldn't get to sleep, in fact, I doze off VERY fast every nights.
But because my mind hasn't been resting, thus, the insufficient sleep.

Yeah peeps.. I heard something last night... That Lester is now married.
Officially legally married to a lady whom he dated for less than a year.
It didn't affect me but was just 'shocked'.
I felt happy for him, but at the same time, puzzled.

My life 'seems to be' at stagnant point.

Is it because I have been staying home too much recently that I felt something amiss?
But I'm still pretty occupied with my time! Hardly have time to even chill in my own room reading magazines!

What have I been doing??
I think if I have more marnies, I would have accomplished more things that I wanted to.

What is bothering me I don't even know.

Seems like nothing is bothering me.

Or rather, everything is bothering me!

*shrugs* Is it or not?

I didn't like uncertainties yet everything in the world is uncertainties.
But why do people I care for, give me uncertainties as well?
I need an answer.
Or prolly... It is just me who refuse to accept the answers.