Blur Again

b.

Remember that time I bought TWO glow-in-the-dark frog figurines, one meant for myself, one meant for my then pancake? And within 6hours after I bought it, I dropped and broke it? Then it cannot be presented to pancake as a gift and I was feeling sad all over?

Last evening, I bought my new love love (handphone) and again, within 6hours I dropped it!!!! Luckily never break it and still can be used sia~ PHEW! Sibeh sotong lor! Hehe.... This time no feel sad all over. Was just worried for few seconds. HAHA!

Oh, leaving Singapore for a short getaway soon.

And.............. I am diagnosed with mild Gastric. Need to eat more from now.

eve

hahahahahaha...........................

Okway, as if I havent laughed enough during the 5hrs Big 2 card games 3 persons using 2 decks of cards, I'm still laughing....

But you guys know what?

When I went into my Multiply website Inbox, I see eve eve eve eve eve EVERYWHERE! Wah, sensitive leh! Make me spot "eve" then scroll to read if anything about me! But okay la, all is about Christmas Eve, nothing really about me. HA HA HA!

So I be expecting another round of Eves next week... Super CMI.
But I'm loving it!

I w.a.n.t.e.d....

a.

I wanted to swim in the new Swimming Complex. Said for million times! Boo. And, so I did.I wanted to coax the little kids. Wrap presents! And, so I did.

I wanted to send Christmas gifts, thinking would spice up the party. And, so I did.

I wanted to further share my X'mas joy to my colleagues. I thought of distributing ROYCE chocolates. And, so I did.

I wanted a new URS shoes. And, so I did. (and got a freaking blister)

I wanted to go Camping since months ago, with tent, food, drinks and good company. And, so I did.

I wanted to pop poppers and swing the sparklers around like a child! Havent done so for freak'n long time. And, so I did.

I wanted to have a quiet and peaceful countdown to Christmas this year. And, so I did.
I wanted to get the new Nokia this afternoon. BUT I DIDN'T!! OUT OF STOCK!!!! brrrrgh *fold arms*

Christmas

*ahemz* Before JieJie Eve starts her mini education tour on Christmas, let me wish ALL my readers, a Very Merry Christmas!! Heh ^^ Hope the celebration for everyone was fun last night!

Christmas is a day that celebrates the birth of Jesus. 25th December (in most countries), this date is traditional, but it is not considered to be the actual birthdate though.

Although nominally Christmas is a Christian holiday, but it is also observed as a cultural holiday by many non-Christians, people like me (and probably you)!

Actually, there is alot to learn about Christmas but sooooo much that I'm lazy to blog about it. Go google yourself la! LOL

Once again, Merry Christmas! =)

Winter Solstice 2007

Today is Winter Solstice, hereby wishing all my readers HAPPY EATING "Tang Yuan"(湯圓)!

Now, you may be wondering what is "Winter Solstice".. Let JieJie Eve share with you what she knows.. Ahem.... *Clear Throat*

Calendrically, winter solstice festival is considered as midwinter in most countries. And most East Asian cultures (people like me and probably you) define it by solar terms, meaning the middle or "Extreme" of winter, when sunshine is weakest and daylight shortest. We Chinese termed this day as "Dong Zhi"(冬至).

2007 this year, Winter Solstice happened on today, 22 December at 0608hr. FYI, Winter Solstice 2008 will be on 21 December at 1204hr.

I had my fair share of two bowls of Tang Yuan, have you??

Oh, and you wonder why Asians make eat pink and white Tang Yuan during this festival.. This is because it symbolizes family unity and prosperity. Tang Yuan are made of balls of glutinous rice, which symbolize reunion.

Ok la, after sharing, going back to my TV program. Heh^^
Nice weather to sleep though..... *hands cover mouth, YAWN*

Camwhore @ work

a.

I don't know... Maybe the photos would pose disturbance to some, but... Trust me, EVE ENJOYED! Muahaha... K la, dont say I mean, I didnt post those too sexually explicit and those too unglam peeks hor!! Believe me, there are quite alot more disturbing ones.. Laugh Out Loud!

Happy Belated Birthday, Estie!

Eve and Estie the Bestie::

3 siao char bohs::The birthday girl deserved a k.i.s.s.::Bear Bear Satish took care of us babes::Small little group celebration::And this is how Estie got drunk..::I think we seriously gulped down the whole bottle of Vodka within 1.5hrs, only FEW of us. And yeah, I cheers with her, mixed her drink. Next minute I know, we (or rather, she) are puking in toilet for more than an hour.. LOL.

Wanna see more pictures?? Muahahaha..

Puking Estie (got more explicit ones!!!) This one the mouth like goldfish.::Alan is much worse!!!! Already DEAD drunk::Trying to wake Estie wasn't an easy task. A woman who can puked 3hours. But it's been fun talking to her (myself) when she was drunk. I'm like in a one woman show.

Estie told me she couldn't remembered lying onto me, I told her, on the spot I even warned her I'm flat, but good lar, take me as a guy lor, can lie on me more comfortably mistaking me as a man. She continued lying onto me... Hmphf

Satish sent us babes home. I insisted sending Estie home. Funnily, none of us know exactly where she stays but my memory didnt fail me, I vaguely remembered.

I took out her keys and frantically poking into her gate's keyhole with the obviously wrong key, which I didnt know why I still continue to force it in. Cannot imagine Estie was sub-sober, she said, "Erm, the gate isnt locked." Satish gave me the Eve,-can-you-be-more-sober-than-a drunkard look. I gave him back the how-would-I-know look! So, means I poked the wrong key into the gate that wasnt even locked? *Shake head*

Okway, for more decent peekchures.....

MJ fanatics::Girls::Looking at the pictures, I think I need a new camera.

wat a day

Alot of times we have been misunderstood. Then we grit our teeth and accept the way people look at us. We may mean well, but it would mean otherwise to the other parties.

Today was so crap. Planning shopping to buy heels, then coincidentally broke my heels (I thought I have walked 12km in office). My PC died and seems not going to relive in near future. Went town and it was freaking packed. Took a $17 cab ride home where it is not even midnight.

Planted a surprise sometime back. Was excited myself. The day came and I was anxious. Even before the surprise arrived, I eventually felt happy imaging if I were the one to receive the same surprise.

The plan was slightly ruined because as usual, I was the blur queen. Gotten some details wrong. Already knowing the surprise had somehow failed, I was actually still pretty happy thinking I can make someone happy. And thank you Ron, for not giving up, had not for you, I couldnt have completed the plan...

A click on my mobile to my sms inbox, suddenly on the busy streets of Orchard, there seemed extreme silence. That lasted few seconds before I could react.

I thought to myself, "Oh, is that the only thing you can think of I could do? Can I never be nice to someone with just the motive of making people happy?"

I realised, there wasnt at all happiness that I have created, probably not even for seconds. I was hoping to receive a call, out of appreciation, but I didnt because I know I failed to create a smile.

There was nothing. Almost Silence.

All of a sudden I felt so redundant. That made me realised, each and everyday, there are people around making us happy, but we never bothered to say "thank you", and most of the time, we overlooked the fact how much people sacrifice their time for us.. We took things for granted.

And someone anonymous said to me when I said I did that just because I wanted to bring some joy, "you are so sweet".. I let out a smile.

Life is a balance. And it is always ironic.

And thanks Mel for the frog.

With that, I sprang back to life again, bought expensive chocolates for my colleagues, yeah, to continue spreading the joy. Heh^^ I love Christmas.. I really do.

I really want to thank everyone who brought joy to my life... That includes my family.... =)

prays

As I try to get prepared for the night... my heart pumps faster than it usually does. The nerves, the blood, the stream, everything seem to go haywire inside me. I couldn't rest.

小帅, are you coming tonight? I know you are not, actually.

Flashes of 26th Jan 2007 came back into my mind, again and again, many times in one evening.

The joy of tears flew down my cheeks, even if it would smudge all my makeup, I wouldn't mind to do it again.

No, I do not love him
No, I do not like him
It's an unexplainable feeling.

Anyway, the more I realised Pancake has been more concerned about other women's lives than mine, the more I know, I am not hanging on anymore.

He calls me mad.
But I think...
I am a graceful woman.
I will bring back my loveliness in me, again.

难过

c.

小帅难过,我也难过..

"Eve is a very nice girl, but too bad"
"Baby.."
"I'm sorry if I was rude yesterday"
"I also dont know why I sms u, STRANGE"
These sentences rang in my mind...suddenly.

I can imagine his facial expression
I can imagine his heart
I can imagine the world stops turning for that few seconds..
Standing still.. I imagine.

But 小帅难过, not 'cos me lar. LOL

Time waits for no man.
We cannot turn back time.

As I read my diary page by page, I realised, my 2007 is fulfilling. Really.
Ups and downs. Downs and ups.

I realised I no longer cry heaven cry hell.
Have also learnt to take things easy.
Eve, GAMBATE! *giggles*

Another decision to make, I want to buy a pair of running shoes. WHAT COLOUR???
And my roller blades, WHAT BUDGET?
And my 1week leave, DO WHAT?
And X'Mas, WHO TO DATE?

Fun-niE peek ChuRes

a.

Morning!!! (okway, I woke late..)

I'm sooooo lazy to post all the pictures I have taken this entire week, so have choosen FEW.

Start off with this non-fun-nie peekchure taken at ECP toilet at a freaking 3am, a can of beer each only (with yummies curry, beehoon and satay), with Babe, before waking at 7am+ for work. Happy night but where her decision was made. Babe, I fully support you, catching you if you fall!
(p/s: we aint lesbians though sometimes we appear as if we were)

Have to add, the lousy effects of the peekchure is NOT due to my camera but due to poor lightings in the toilet and the stained mirror hor!

Another bbq...

Small John. Heard he doesnt smile, but look! Gotcha, so happy!

This is FUN-NIE and nice!!! the smoke I believed from the BBQ..::Victim?? As always, what's new?? Begging not to dump me..::On entire week of bee-si-ness. *phew! And one whole week of decisions making.

Now, I'm seriously thinking how to go back to back-to-the-days.

i want us to be happy

Strange, even with no updates, my average readership still stays at 14 per day. Sometimes hit till 20 over.
Thinking probably shift blog during start of 2008, start of brand new year. :)
New flashes of memories..

Anyway... Read something somewhere this morning, I have always thought I was waiting for this day and I would be overjoyed. But.. Somehow, I didn't, in fact, I was worried. I dropped smses and was surprised at myself for not gloating over their misery.

I just want him to stay happy and not too engrossed in career building by sacrificing somethings money can never buy.
I want him to be happy. *bite lips*

One week of writer's block.

This entire week was sooo busy at work I dont even have time to surf net during work hours, how rare!! I got so busy the moment I got home, I just knocked out. No time to blog.

Will catch up when I'm more free!

But a short quickie. I just came back from the Hair Salon, had hair coloured black and cut short short short. Heh ^^

And thanks to those who are still concerned and asked, "If Eve's ok?" My proud answer, YES. I already heard what I need to hear... So...

Eve took her running attire for a clean wash when she finally woke from that collapse, she will not rest for too long. =) *searching for her running shoes*

P.A.C.E.

I took a water break.

Bought new shoes.

Cleaned my attire.

Analysed my running journey.

Put new shoes on.

Wore the clean jersey.

Tied up my hair.

Warm up.

And start jogging,

again.

Not looking for pacers anymore,

I tell myself.

But this man tried to pace.

I ignored him for 4months.

He approached me finally,

so we ran together before..

he went faster,

I caught up everytime,

though.

We ran,

without words of exchange.

The pace and comfort,

unexplainable by words.

I paced with my heart.

One day he finally talks.....

"dont follow me anymore".

I stumbled upon,

he wasnt pacing me,

he was RUNNING AWAY from me.

And he is far ahead now,

with a group of his friends,

on the track.

The familar figure of his backview,

diminished in my vision,

with every step I now take.

Next thing I remembered,

I collapsed.

I had a fall and cut myself,

it will take sometime,

before I wake..

Kieren's Blog

After I blogged my emotions on the other blog, I browsed through other people's blogs as usual. And I came across this post on Kieren's blog....

Forever after reading, it's time to close your eyes, relax and then, read again for the second time. If he aint blogging about trips, then its a time-to-reflect post, really.

I specifically like the first and the last paragraphs.

The first depicts human nature. That alot of times, we know what we do would hurt someone, yet we carried on. Till one day, we were being treated the same way then we say, "I shouldnt have done that then, now I know how it feels".

I have stayed single most of the times this entire fateful 2007. I really thanked Roy for letting myself see my own faults in a relationship. How I deliberately made someone upset, how I threw my temper, how little effort I put in, how comfortable it can be not hanging around with his friends, how jeopardized is the relationship when you do not have much common activities, how a relationship can fail without same level of communication.

I then took time off to reflect for 7 months. I came to peace with myself. I finally decide to take plunge and look forward again, this time, determined to do it better.

I was advised, not to be blinded by depression, there are alot more worth things waiting for me to reveal. Thanks JN.. An advice that I still stored in my mobile sms inbox till today.

Kieren's last paragraph reminds me of myself. What I used to be and how I used to be seen. Kieren is not talking about me (for people who thinks he is) but I strongly held back my tears (even though I'm all alone at home) while reading and putting myself into the picture. The feeling is almost like you are now suffering from cancer then it hurts to look back how strong you were back then..

Judging from my post, needless to say, I failed again even with that determination.

How often can one mend a broken relationship successfully?

KJ once told me, a relationship should be fulfilling. Somebody you always look
forward to, somebody you are willing to love and care unconditionally for, somebody to share your joy so it doubles the joy and somebody to share your woes so it halves the woes..

I'm starting to realise, the time I have taken to reflect on myself wasn't long enough to learn the art and skills of Communication, and how to perfect my relationship.

With that, I think I need to go back to where I was, and take as much time as I need to perfect myself as a person, as a friend and as a girlfriend.

Feeling remorse, feeling upset, feeling happy, feeling down, feeling inspired, feeling lonely, feeling excited are all my feelings within two weeks. I figured it was enough. Me too, cannot handle being strapped onto a roller coaster for too long. I would go nuts and lost all my emotions at one go, like I did before.

I needed more learning. Of course, I never give up and hopefully, there will be one man who is willing to be my better half and willing to forgive each other and learn together with me. Learning takes a lifetime.

I am not afraid to be honest with myself. That this time, I am affected, in fact I've always been affected when he is happy or sad. And that to see him going back to his life and I am no longer part of him to him, is upsetting me... Because.... it shows I was serious in this, thus I am not afraid to be truthful to myself.

Thanks for reminding, it is not wrong to use my heart and be honest.
We cannot be stubborn, sometimes, listen to what your heart has to say.

Thus, I dont want to run away, I would do anything to heal my wound, even if months of hibernation is needed.

At this very moment, I just want to collapse and hope someone can hold me for awhile.

I will be back.

Love is patient.
Love is kind.

And just because I know I was hurt, I knew..... he matters to me, and that, I have loved.

a working saturday

a.

It's been a long long time since I last worked on a Saturday. Just got sudden kick to get myself invovled on a precious Satruday again. Even though for that miserable few bucks.

Besides, I know someone has already gone back to his normal life to where he was before he was with me.. Oh well.. So easily. Probably already started dating. Hmm... Hence...

Location this time? Fort Canning Hill from 2pm to 9.30pm sia!!

Me on a relaxing bubble chair::

See?! So colourful!!::

Look at the crowd!!::

Me and Hao::

I faced this for long.. guess my task?::

Fire displays::

The Girls!::

Need to clear stuff and saw ANTS!! So i let someone else do the job.. Haha::

I brought home TWO coconuts::

Me at X'mas tree::

three CREWs::

Sideview profile, Gotcha shot (woo, my hair is long)::

Shag me!::

While bathing, I had un urge to head for Facial and then take the opportunity walk over for Kenko Massage tomorrow. Am thinking should I go try the Esplande branch... Hmm...

Attempt FAILED

b.

Must be ultimate masterminds behind this attempt. Guppy and Glenn, ultimate evil pokers.

I declare, my attempt today failed!!!
I chose to drop a bomb, tender resignation to my Boss on her Birthday!
How brave, I know~
Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSS!

She says I continue stress her then she leave Singapore on Monday. I can't imagine my respond to her is.....
"Then you stay Singapore, I go China la?!!"

She remained silent for 5seconds before asking am I sure? I told her Yes.
I am young, full of drive, willing to work hard and most importantly I am single, what other time would it be better than now to go?!?! This is the BEST time!

Haha... Of course I know I'm not needed in China, I think I go over, the China people also scared of me. But yeah, just a thought... And my Boss discussed it with seriousness man! She told me I cannot take hardships one lar, people there spit on the floor and could miscue and spit on my shoes, there is take long journey trains, sleep eat work shit stay in factory.

I told her, I only wanted the exposure, besides, I have weekends to play with. Either alone or make new friends. LOL.

Aiya, conclusion is, I think posting to China is lowlowlow possibility and quitting first quarter is ZERO possibility. She says she will up my salary again. LOL. *faints* I want exposure, not only money!!!

Kübler-Ross Model

a.

I think I was agitated, triggered my rage. The fact I felt deeply pierced, why even when knowing doing some things would hurt me but still purposely do it anyway??

To think I was using the terms "us", "our", "we".. "WE go buy OUR crabs together for OUR tank".. Do WE seriously exist in the first place?

I took time off and spoke to TJ this afternoon. This is what he said I'm going through, the Kübler-Ross model...::

Denial: The initial stage: "It can't be happening."
Anger: "Why ME? It's not fair!" (either referring to God, oneself, or anybody perceived, rightly or wrongly, as "responsible")
Bargaining: "Just let me live to see my child(ren) graduate."
Depression: "I'm so sad, why bother with anything?"
Acceptance: "It's going to be OK."

He figured I was at Denial... Haha!

Thank You, TJ. Really.
Your funny conversation brightened me up. And probably your same thoughts (as mine) also assured me, that I'm not over-sensitive.

And have decided to blog less...
I think my blog is creating trouble.

Packed December

a.

Woah. It's the time of the year again, where the festive season mood fills the entire month before leaping to another year.

December means, Christmas, New Year's Eve, New list of resolutions, shopping spree to revamp wardrobe, new hair colour and sometimes new style, holidays, a self reflection checklist and of course, Babe's birthday, and probably many many more!

Then I realised I have so much things needed to be done.

*flips my schedule list* OMG, almost fully packed for December.

Weekdays are basically resting, chilling and exercising.
Weekends, woah, so many events I want to attend!!!

Take this weekend for example.
Going to somewhere far to drop a book early morning, rushing to Suntec City for....Though I'm not 100% their fan, but I love their songs!!! But I dont think any of my friends would be as crazy as me to go, so I'm heading there alone and shake to their voices. Heh ^^ Then since I would be there already, going for Massage at Marina Square!!! Boo... My shoulders are aching so badly, think because of my sleeping posture past few days (didnt sleep well), sigh. Who knows I may even pop by to buy myself a pair of rollerskates?? Hehe *giggles*

And I'm planning to take up few courses. But probably commencing in year 2008 since my December 2007 is pretty full. Oh, Rock Climbing!!!

Then........................ I am going to quit my job in the first quarter of 2008. *wink*

I thought I was dead.. But I'm alive!!

ER tested my heartbeat rate at normal conditions and say its 120bpm. LOL. Say that is why i'm so skinny. High metabolism. Zzz...

Want to challenge, challenge something more challenging mah, wahlao. Challenge me sprinting abit erm lor.. Or Bi Good, he ended up doing 20 push ups! YAAAAHHHOOO~~ Though he let me one lamp pole, but I slowed down during the race cos I thought he was kidding me as I couldnt hear any footsteps lor. Then when I heard, I sped up again. EASILY won the sprinting race. Silly boy.

Then as expected, ask me for water. I dont have lor. Then we realised we only have $1.30, sigh, 1 soya bean for 2 pax. Boo.

Okway, covered from Jurong West to East. Soon, we will run to Chinese Garden then Jurong East MRTS and conquer Clementi. Erm, 2ways hor!! Tiring lor.

I am determined to get my arms back in shape! and Tummy. Heh ^^

Ok, shower time!

Swimming, blading and badminton also on the list next!

exercise

b.

..... As the clock continued ticking... *WAILS..

Today is Tuesday, have to work out lar.. Today abit different.. ER coming to my place and run together! So I have no excuse. *pouts* And then for a moment I ponder, should I place Erd into the Good Friends' List or the Bad Friends' List? LOL.

Where is my blardy determination?!?! Even Babe goes to Gym every Tuesday but I only nuah at home!?? Boo...

Okway, gotta go nap 30mins then change and head to running area wait for that boy to reach while do my Yoga cum warm up.

Wish me luck.
Ciaoz. sob

the ROSE

a.

I haven't slept a wink last night.
My mind just swirls.. Thinking... But it sometimes seems I'm just staring blankly at the 4 walls.

My good intentions were all backfired within days.

But one good sentence cheered me up this morning.. Someone commented on my Cross-Blog Multiply. It read:

"A flower doesnt stop to smell nice just because someone doesnt like it."

Woah! My eyes brightened up! A simple sentence that I found so inspiring and encouraging! Let that flower be ROSE, the one engraved on me. I felt so energetic and lively again.

I shouldnt stop showing love and care just because the one I showered my love upon doesnt love me back!

You go, girl, to whoever you are. Who knows, probably I see you at 2008 Marathon with WL taking pictures of us. LOL

office entertainment

a.

While vexing over so many stuff, I naturally look for anything that can entertain me and I found it... It is when......

...My bosses are fighting! Couple fight. HAHA!!!

Always drag me in. Ask me be witness and both trying to prove to me he/she didnt do wrong. LOL.

Female boss is Nokia fan. Male boss is Samsung fan.
So topic of the day: Samsung sucks.

Female boss ask Male boss not to use that Samsung, Male boss still using it. Female boss cannot get through Male boss' phone. I have to witness my Male boss dailing his own handphone, it proved not ringing. Female boss called up and Male boss wants me to report to her what I have just seen. Bleah*

I still have to go guard house ask the guards what time my Male boss left office, Female boss wants to know. One say 2pm one say 1pm. Ask me spot the liar. GOSH!

Each of them ask me to explain to the other party. =( I also dont know what should I explain.
Male boss taught me on keeping Aquarium fishes last Friday only lor.
Female boss gave me money and buy me gifts lor.

Conclusion?? My monthly salary didnt come easy lor!~
Not only have to handle work load but also their domestic affairs. LOL.

So long they don't dock my pay, I'm most willing to be sandwiched and be part of their tiffs. LOL.

Stand Chart Marathon 2007

I was soooo looking forward to this event this year because it has a different meaning to me.

I was dying to be there to give my fullest support I had never given in my entire life. Since when I'm willing to wake early to stand under hot Sun for more than 6hours just to show support?

I was even planning a surprise by giving my first ever half/full-body massage to the special someone, and cook a meal as a reward.

I was hoping I can get good spots at different locations so that I can take good action pictures and make it memorable for the both of us.

I was.. (no word can ever describe my aniexties) trying hard to get myself involved by planning how to give my fullest support.

I was all the way SO proud for that special someone till..................................

I was told, I am not needed there.

That very moment, I sank deep.

Tears bursted from my heart.

I wanted to be part of HIS event so badly.

In turn, I took opportunities as if I'm supporting others, but deep down, I only wanted to be there for that special someone.

Maybe the sight of me just irks him off. Boo.

Silly and Stupid Eve!

Haiya, have learnt my lesson le la! Oh well... Just ranting to get it off my chest!

Anyway, congrats to all those who have completed the race!! All of my friends had avergae 5hrs to complete 42.195km! Yeah.. Of course there are exceptional cases like... Erm.. zr? *giggles* But I'm proud of him nevertheless!!! YEAH!

Look out for Marathon 2008! I will train!!!
First is to get good pair of running shoes! Hiakhiak!

I'll be there! Ho ho ho

lelong lelong!

Yes.. It's less than a month and I'm at my wits end.
Second time this happened!! boo.
When I suay, its really suay.
Now what to do? What to do?
Really very broke also.

Anyway, I have tickets for some events in 2008 to sell.
Prices negotiable.
If you haven't been to Esplande theatre before, this is a chance.
If you were hoping to catch Chingay live, this is a chance.
Interested parties please contact me.
Either you buy a pair or go with me. LOL.

I'm only letting out to readers unless no takers then I sell to public.
No gimmicks involved lar. =)

When things happened the way I didnt expect it to, shiet happens...
...Then I have to solve them myself. *pull hair!!*
But I'm sure it can be done, erm.... somehow!

Now I know what's happening, at least.
When I was puking (which was VERY unglam) in Vivo at the taxi stand because somehow I was soooo ill, I realised I felt so neglected of my feelings and recognition.

Anyway, I guess my pride is too strong, I really dont want to be a testing product.

I cant resist to blog this bit though I say I will not.

And woohooo, I got the MiniCard liao. *swipe Swipe swipe* But now very broke because holidays and events are coming.

A brand new month.
And a brand new year is coming....

*scratch head* Trying to come up with 2008 New Year Resolutions la.
Shiet, the list just gets longer cos haven't fulfill 2006's and 2007's mah!